Friday, November 25, 2011

Man Down. Woman Bitten.

"Gobble" is a funny word. I am not quite sure what about it I specifically find peculiar, but there's something...


Another Thanksgiving has passed and as we still enjoy the leftover green bean casserole (my favorite!) and desserts, we so bask in the warmth of love in the room.
Something happens to me when there's so many of my step family in the room. Much like the oddity of "gobble", I cannot put my finger on what it is; all I know is that I draw somewhat inwards.  It keeps me at a distance.
Maybe that's what I want.
Maybe I just don't know.
Whether extrovert or introvert, it was a delightful time of togetherness.


One of my favorite Thanksgiving regularities? Charlie Brown! That blockhead has a special place in my heart.
Sissy and I ventured out on our first Black Friday experience. Whoo and was it that: an experience! It was crazy for sure; Wal-Mart was borderline obscene.  The surprising thing was that the madness which drove people to forget themselves was not over major electronics, it was toys.  When the Tonka trucks were "released", it was chaos! There was hootin' and hollerin', people were shoved, pushed, and just plain man-handled.
While talking with some of the others in line at the camera counter (of which my waiting was in vain. I discovered the same camera for which I stool in line for the same price...online.) we were told that a woman had been bitten over a toy.
Seriously?! You are a small child.
How is your first reaction, or even any reaction at all to bite someone?!
Go home and get in your crate.
Absurd.
However, the upside is that Sissy got a great deal and Target was a much better adventure.  Although just as packed, it was much more organized and monitored which kept the violence to a minimum. 
Pleasingly executed, Target. Well done.  


Over the next few days as I rest up, I'm fixing to: get lesson plans done, tattoo in memory of Granny (6 months on Sunday), and set up a New York trip. 
Of course spending as much time at the gym and Starbucks as possible.
Let's hope all goes well. 

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Maybelline.

My beauty is not a product of cosmetics or anything that can be bought;
the Lord is my creator and from Him is where my beauty comes.
That's not conceited. 
It is truth.


I have come to the realization that sometimes I put my confidence in eyeliner and mascara. I depend on those things to make people notice me. To feel beautiful. To feel confident.
Are my eyelashes clumpy? Does the emerald bring out my eyes more than the cappuccino? Those are my questions as I attempt to achieve beauty approved by the world.
But God has gently reminded me that He made me perfect. Not pretty enough that makeup can "finish the job", but genuinely and uniquely beautiful.
Even at 23, I'm still learning to reject what the world tells me and to recklessly rely on Christ.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Domestic.

I've been following recipes and delicious things have been produced. 
What a small, but sweet victory to make something people like to eat!
I always feel a great sense of femininity when I have my apron on and am trying to figure out whether the barely there ink says "tbs" or "tsp".


Things at school have been good. One of my classes is learning about the Brothers Grimm so I am getting to read fairy tales to them.  I love it!!! Reading to them is so much fun and the fact that it relates to German culture is such a gift.
In the language classes, we're learning verbs, which means we get to play "Charades" and "pictionary" and fun things like that. Any excuse I have to take the kids outside is a good enough excuse.


Tonight, part of the Prince Edward YL team went out to see "Tower Heist"; it was funny.  I really enjoy Ben Stiller, so I had high hopes. But more so I relished the time I was able to spend with my fellow teammates. Hopefully, next time all 5 of us will be able to make it.


The Lord is so good.
He has been filling me with extra joy.
I confident it's been a result of spending quality time with Him.
Things are good.
Things are very good.